1 00:00:01,042 --> 00:00:02,042 In their most clear warning yet, 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 R3F3G4 3 00:00:02,043 --> 00:00:04,962 the CDC all but promises that the Corona virus will 4 00:00:04,963 --> 00:00:08,007 spread here and that Americans need to prepare. 5 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 R3F3G4 6 00:00:08,008 --> 00:00:10,885 It's not so much a question of if this will happen anymore, 7 00:00:10,886 --> 00:00:12,970 but rather more a question of exactly when 8 00:00:12,971 --> 00:00:15,848 this will happen and how many people in this country 9 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:17,476 will have severe illness... 10 00:00:18,810 --> 00:00:22,188 more than 722 confirmed cases in the U.S... 11 00:00:25,984 --> 00:00:28,485 clusters of outbreaks that are happening outside 12 00:00:28,486 --> 00:00:29,488 the Mainland... 13 00:00:31,698 --> 00:00:34,200 as the National Fire to continue to spread... 14 00:00:34,201 --> 00:00:36,452 Worldwide starting point in Wuhan, 15 00:00:36,453 --> 00:00:39,706 China, there's now increased scrutiny on the public. 16 00:00:40,666 --> 00:00:43,877 Whether the information coming out of China can be trusted. 17 00:00:52,928 --> 00:00:53,719 Stay at home. 18 00:00:53,720 --> 00:00:56,222 That is the order from four state governors as the 19 00:00:56,223 --> 00:00:59,810 Corona virus pandemic spreads New York, California. 20 00:01:01,353 --> 00:01:04,188 Seriously, if I get Corona, I get Corona. At the end of 21 00:01:04,189 --> 00:01:07,067 the day I'm not going to stop me from partying... 22 00:01:11,113 --> 00:01:13,572 46 states have closed all schools. 23 00:01:13,573 --> 00:01:16,408 The other four shut down at least some. So far 24 00:01:16,409 --> 00:01:19,162 President Trump says a national lockdown is not. 25 00:01:23,667 --> 00:01:27,670 It's not every day we live through a period of history 26 00:01:27,671 --> 00:01:30,090 that will be studied by future generations. 27 00:01:32,050 --> 00:01:33,552 Or maybe it is. 28 00:02:17,846 --> 00:02:19,598 I am a strong man. 29 00:02:20,724 --> 00:02:22,809 I am a good man. 30 00:02:23,644 --> 00:02:25,729 I decide who I am. 31 00:02:27,314 --> 00:02:29,608 It's okay to go up and down. 32 00:02:30,651 --> 00:02:35,447 Everything's beautiful if you can view it with the right eyes. 33 00:02:37,074 --> 00:02:38,867 Short gray hair. 34 00:02:40,369 --> 00:02:41,953 Let me see your old face. 35 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:46,081 Long, low breast, you old ass bitch, 36 00:02:46,082 --> 00:02:48,043 take your fucking mask off. 37 00:02:49,294 --> 00:02:52,506 You think you're so fucking cool doing drugs in public, 38 00:02:53,632 --> 00:02:55,175 you fucking weirdo. 39 00:02:56,218 --> 00:02:57,552 Pathetic. 40 00:02:57,928 --> 00:02:58,970 Hi. 41 00:02:59,513 --> 00:03:00,430 Yes. 42 00:03:01,014 --> 00:03:01,890 Beautiful. 43 00:03:04,059 --> 00:03:05,602 You are so beautiful. 44 00:03:34,798 --> 00:03:35,924 Hey. 45 00:03:36,758 --> 00:03:37,843 You scared me. 46 00:03:39,344 --> 00:03:40,971 Can I help you with those? 47 00:03:41,513 --> 00:03:43,473 I, that's all right. 48 00:03:44,015 --> 00:03:45,933 You sure? I got it. 49 00:03:45,934 --> 00:03:47,269 Okay. 50 00:03:56,570 --> 00:03:57,861 Have a good day. 51 00:03:57,862 --> 00:03:58,947 Thanks. 52 00:04:06,538 --> 00:04:10,582 I approach women with no positive results. 53 00:04:10,583 --> 00:04:13,127 Why do they act repulsed? 54 00:04:13,128 --> 00:04:15,796 All I want is what everyone else wants. 55 00:04:15,797 --> 00:04:19,217 If you can get it, I deserve it too. 56 00:04:22,554 --> 00:04:25,597 I've never been able to accept myself enough to put 57 00:04:25,598 --> 00:04:29,518 myself out there, opening myself up to criticism that 58 00:04:29,519 --> 00:04:31,813 comes with people knowing your name. 59 00:04:32,481 --> 00:04:34,357 I need to use cash. 60 00:04:36,193 --> 00:04:37,861 Cash is untraceable. 61 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:47,327 Having had zero positive interactions with the female 62 00:04:47,328 --> 00:04:52,082 species my entire life, I have to assume all women hate me. 63 00:04:52,083 --> 00:04:55,586 They think I'm weird and creepy just looking at them, 64 00:04:55,587 --> 00:04:56,922 I get nervous. 65 00:05:09,684 --> 00:05:13,396 Certain people are here to help, 66 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:18,567 to change the world, change the way people think. 67 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:21,236 Some people are just here. 68 00:05:21,237 --> 00:05:24,282 I'm going to change you forever. 69 00:05:24,908 --> 00:05:29,454 If you're watching this, you will never be the same. 70 00:05:31,998 --> 00:05:34,750 You will see how badly mistaken you were for 71 00:05:34,751 --> 00:05:37,087 treating me the way you all do. 72 00:05:37,879 --> 00:05:41,924 Look down on me, call me names behind my back. 73 00:05:41,925 --> 00:05:44,968 I wouldn't be who I am without you. 74 00:05:44,969 --> 00:05:47,304 You made me this, 75 00:05:47,305 --> 00:05:49,307 for that, I thank you. 76 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:51,517 Fuck you. 77 00:05:51,518 --> 00:05:53,602 Fuck this shit. 78 00:05:53,603 --> 00:05:57,648 I can no longer allow the world to continue living 79 00:05:57,649 --> 00:05:59,609 with its eyes closed. 80 00:06:00,193 --> 00:06:01,653 This is it. 81 00:06:02,612 --> 00:06:04,281 This is the end. 82 00:06:12,289 --> 00:06:15,916 It is natural to desire your community to be conscious 83 00:06:15,917 --> 00:06:17,626 and aware of who you are. 84 00:06:17,627 --> 00:06:21,256 With celebrity, we gain more mating options. 85 00:06:21,965 --> 00:06:24,758 I've never been comfortable with the concept. 86 00:06:24,759 --> 00:06:27,970 Anytime I've tried to integrate myself to my peers, 87 00:06:27,971 --> 00:06:30,514 I've been wildly disliked and considered the 88 00:06:30,515 --> 00:06:32,392 weirdest kid in school. 89 00:06:34,603 --> 00:06:37,312 I've asked repeatedly for the Defense Production Act 90 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:39,606 to be used in its fullest to get us things like 91 00:06:39,607 --> 00:06:42,818 ventilators so people can live who would die 92 00:06:42,819 --> 00:06:45,404 otherwise, if the president doesn't act, 93 00:06:45,405 --> 00:06:46,530 people will die. 94 00:06:46,531 --> 00:06:47,449 Could have led. 95 00:06:47,949 --> 00:06:50,033 Hey, Daniel, It's me, Mom. 96 00:06:50,034 --> 00:06:52,494 I haven't heard from you for a while. 97 00:06:52,495 --> 00:06:54,788 Have you been taking your medications? 98 00:06:54,789 --> 00:06:57,874 Please call me back and let me know you're alive. 99 00:06:57,875 --> 00:06:59,668 If I don't hear back from you, 100 00:06:59,669 --> 00:07:00,752 I'm coming over. 101 00:07:00,753 --> 00:07:02,004 Love you. 102 00:07:02,005 --> 00:07:03,506 Bye-bye baby. 103 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:13,558 I am a human being. 104 00:07:14,059 --> 00:07:17,395 Anything I desire is what a human being desires. 105 00:07:20,523 --> 00:07:25,528 Nothing I do can be wrong, nothing I feel can be unnatural. 106 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:30,158 I am a man like every other man. 107 00:07:43,129 --> 00:07:46,591 Hello, Danny. 108 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:49,928 Open up, Danny. 109 00:07:52,013 --> 00:07:56,726 I have a key, Daniel, I know you're in there. 110 00:07:58,103 --> 00:07:59,311 What do you want? 111 00:07:59,312 --> 00:08:01,314 Hey, Danny, open up. 112 00:08:02,273 --> 00:08:04,066 No, what do you want? 113 00:08:04,067 --> 00:08:05,942 I just want to check up on you. 114 00:08:05,943 --> 00:08:08,488 You haven't answered my calls. 115 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:13,618 I brought you some groceries. 116 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:16,871 Leave the groceries. 117 00:08:18,957 --> 00:08:20,291 Open up. 118 00:08:20,917 --> 00:08:22,711 I'm coming in. 119 00:08:26,256 --> 00:08:28,258 Oh, come on, Daniel. 120 00:08:31,010 --> 00:08:32,719 Look, I just want to see you, 121 00:08:32,720 --> 00:08:34,055 please open up. 122 00:08:53,116 --> 00:08:55,575 I can't be the only one waiting for someone to 123 00:08:55,576 --> 00:08:58,870 connect to become one with. 124 00:08:58,871 --> 00:09:03,208 I watch you move the meet you, Carrie. 125 00:09:03,209 --> 00:09:05,168 I want to know what it's like, 126 00:09:05,169 --> 00:09:08,173 how you respond to my touch. 127 00:09:11,301 --> 00:09:15,595 We no longer fear being eaten or attacked by 128 00:09:15,596 --> 00:09:18,557 outsiders climbing the social ranks. 129 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:23,603 Modern women still only concerned about social standing. 130 00:09:23,604 --> 00:09:27,649 They want to meet who's handsome and rich and 131 00:09:27,650 --> 00:09:32,404 performs well sexually while having no desire for sexual 132 00:09:32,405 --> 00:09:35,449 variety, none of it's realistic. 133 00:09:35,450 --> 00:09:38,910 The world we live in is not what it was when these 134 00:09:38,911 --> 00:09:41,039 traits of desires were evolving. 135 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:46,084 What the fuck you say? 136 00:09:46,085 --> 00:09:47,919 Fuck you. 137 00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:50,006 You piece of shit, fuck you. 138 00:09:52,258 --> 00:09:53,635 What did you say? 139 00:09:55,470 --> 00:09:57,055 What did you fucking say? 140 00:10:04,854 --> 00:10:08,482 It's interesting that you can see someone for the 141 00:10:08,483 --> 00:10:11,027 first time and not like them immediately. 142 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:13,862 The opposite is also true. 143 00:10:13,863 --> 00:10:17,199 You can see someone for the first time and you know you 144 00:10:17,200 --> 00:10:19,619 are meant to cross paths with them. 145 00:10:20,411 --> 00:10:22,163 You're so beautiful. 146 00:10:22,831 --> 00:10:25,750 I want to see what's under your trash. 147 00:10:26,918 --> 00:10:29,629 I want to see, but I want to take my time, 148 00:10:30,547 --> 00:10:34,633 touch you with my hands, and you'll love it. 149 00:10:34,634 --> 00:10:37,219 You gently moan with anticipation, 150 00:10:37,220 --> 00:10:40,722 expecting me to rush in and start touching the good stuff 151 00:10:40,723 --> 00:10:42,308 but I make you wait. 152 00:10:42,934 --> 00:10:46,812 Brushing the tips of my fingers along your sides, 153 00:10:46,813 --> 00:10:51,650 feeling your warm skin, pulling you closer, 154 00:10:51,651 --> 00:10:54,404 pulling you in to feel me. 155 00:10:58,616 --> 00:11:01,576 The excitement builds and you start to realize 156 00:11:01,577 --> 00:11:03,079 you love me. 157 00:11:03,830 --> 00:11:07,082 You've loved me since the first time you looked into 158 00:11:07,083 --> 00:11:10,336 my eyes and I love you. 159 00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:14,215 I have always and I always will. 160 00:11:16,426 --> 00:11:18,510 Who the fuck is this asshole? 161 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:20,638 Oh motherfucker. 162 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:24,767 Oh you stupid motherfucker. Stupid fucking bitch. 163 00:11:25,685 --> 00:11:28,062 I would have given you everything, 164 00:11:29,105 --> 00:11:30,564 I could've made you so much happier, 165 00:11:30,565 --> 00:11:32,065 you son of a bitch. 166 00:11:32,066 --> 00:11:35,485 You don't fucking see this motherfucker as wrong, 167 00:11:35,486 --> 00:11:39,782 not right for you, piece of fucking shit. 168 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:48,039 You stupid fucking slut ass bitch. 169 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:50,584 They're all fucking slutty ass fucking bitches, 170 00:11:50,585 --> 00:11:52,252 every single one of them. 171 00:11:52,253 --> 00:11:53,628 Slutty fucking whores, 172 00:11:53,629 --> 00:11:55,922 they don't give a fuck everything for themselves. 173 00:11:55,923 --> 00:11:57,841 They're fucking nasty fucking loose pussies. 174 00:11:57,842 --> 00:11:59,594 You fucking disgust me. 175 00:12:00,345 --> 00:12:03,640 Disease infested, fat loose, fucking pussies. 176 00:12:25,036 --> 00:12:26,829 Beautiful wife. 177 00:12:28,289 --> 00:12:30,333 I could be your husband. 178 00:12:31,042 --> 00:12:36,546 I can take care of you better than that piece of shit. 179 00:12:36,547 --> 00:12:39,175 You fucking loser, scum bag, 180 00:12:40,218 --> 00:12:44,638 fat man doesn't know the value of discipline. 181 00:12:44,639 --> 00:12:49,100 Look at you, you're so beautiful. 182 00:12:49,101 --> 00:12:51,938 Lovely floral pattern on your dress. 183 00:12:53,147 --> 00:12:55,024 I really like it. 184 00:13:00,530 --> 00:13:06,494 It would be my honor to experience you and to touch you. 185 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:10,997 I've tried the apps. 186 00:13:10,998 --> 00:13:14,376 I tried to make a social media account just to get on 187 00:13:14,377 --> 00:13:15,835 a dating site. 188 00:13:15,836 --> 00:13:18,755 It required I upload pictures of myself, 189 00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,133 I refuse. 190 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:23,134 Why would I want people following me? 191 00:13:23,135 --> 00:13:26,304 I can't even make a dating profile because I refuse to 192 00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:29,683 give away my location at all hours of the day. 193 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:32,145 It makes no fucking sense. 194 00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:37,315 The world has been tricked. 195 00:13:37,316 --> 00:13:39,734 You are giving your information willingly for 196 00:13:39,735 --> 00:13:44,030 someone to sell, to track, steal your time, 197 00:13:44,031 --> 00:13:48,036 it's all a con, you're living incorrectly. 198 00:13:50,496 --> 00:13:54,292 I'm here waiting. 199 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:58,838 I'll always be here and I can't wait to meet you. 200 00:13:59,672 --> 00:14:01,966 I can't wait to meet you. 201 00:14:04,093 --> 00:14:05,136 I'll be here. 202 00:14:07,513 --> 00:14:09,057 I'll be here. 203 00:14:32,830 --> 00:14:34,207 What the fuck? 204 00:14:35,249 --> 00:14:37,668 What the fuck? Where'd you go? 205 00:14:38,503 --> 00:14:39,587 Where'd you go? 206 00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:50,805 Everything isn't okay, but you need to be okay with that. 207 00:14:50,806 --> 00:14:53,099 What is the alternative? 208 00:14:53,100 --> 00:14:55,477 Crying and freaking out. 209 00:14:55,478 --> 00:14:59,439 No, your outcome won't alter with that behavior. 210 00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:04,445 Now, I can understand you're uncomfortable trust me, I know. 211 00:15:05,238 --> 00:15:06,280 I see you. 212 00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:08,490 I see you. 213 00:15:08,491 --> 00:15:11,659 I've been uncomfortable my entire life, 214 00:15:11,660 --> 00:15:15,955 feeling helpless and scared less than human. 215 00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:18,666 When you're not looking, I see you. 216 00:15:18,667 --> 00:15:23,797 Years of feeling alone, no one understanding, 217 00:15:23,798 --> 00:15:25,382 I get it 218 00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:28,718 but that's what makes me who I am. 219 00:15:28,719 --> 00:15:31,387 He'll be stronger because of this. 220 00:15:31,388 --> 00:15:34,849 Accepting your surroundings is all anyone can do, 221 00:15:34,850 --> 00:15:37,811 and I have accepted what fate has dealt me, 222 00:15:37,812 --> 00:15:40,772 you too will have to accept it. 223 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:47,028 You are in control of how you deal 224 00:15:47,029 --> 00:15:48,906 with the situation. 225 00:16:01,127 --> 00:16:07,507 Oh no. -Shh shh. 226 00:16:07,508 --> 00:16:09,551 No. 227 00:16:27,528 --> 00:16:29,780 There's nothing to be sad about. 228 00:16:30,615 --> 00:16:33,950 There's no purpose for your emotions. 229 00:16:33,951 --> 00:16:38,413 Humans evolved to have these emotions to survive in a 230 00:16:38,414 --> 00:16:42,917 different era, crying isn't going to benefit you. 231 00:16:42,918 --> 00:16:46,880 Focusing on the negatives of any situation doesn't 232 00:16:46,881 --> 00:16:50,509 benefit or change your present. 233 00:16:51,260 --> 00:16:54,470 Times like these are the most challenging, 234 00:16:54,471 --> 00:16:57,391 the uncertainty of what's happening. 235 00:16:58,601 --> 00:17:01,394 You could decide to see this experience as a way to 236 00:17:01,395 --> 00:17:04,314 learn, a way to become better, 237 00:17:04,315 --> 00:17:08,486 a way to understand what most people never have to face. 238 00:17:30,216 --> 00:17:34,594 I can't hurt you unless you allow me to only you can 239 00:17:34,595 --> 00:17:36,638 decide if you're hurt. 240 00:17:36,639 --> 00:17:41,434 You have the option to choose the uncertainty of 241 00:17:41,435 --> 00:17:44,855 what's happening. What's going to happen. 242 00:17:45,606 --> 00:17:48,441 No one knows what we're doing here, 243 00:17:48,442 --> 00:17:54,282 we're just here for a while, and then we're gone. 244 00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,227 Oh. 245 00:18:49,086 --> 00:18:50,421 Hi. 246 00:18:52,298 --> 00:18:54,091 My name's Daniel. 247 00:18:56,635 --> 00:18:58,471 What's yours? 248 00:19:02,433 --> 00:19:04,685 I really don't want to hurt you. 249 00:19:05,895 --> 00:19:08,064 I don't mean to hurt you. 250 00:19:12,443 --> 00:19:15,029 Tomorrow's a new day. 251 00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:20,743 I'm really excited to spend some time together. 252 00:20:13,963 --> 00:20:15,506 I'm sorry. 253 00:20:16,882 --> 00:20:18,926 I didn't mean to get upset. 254 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:25,057 Sometimes I can't control my emotions. 255 00:20:27,351 --> 00:20:29,060 I wish I could control them. 256 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:32,730 No, I shouldn't say I wish actually, 257 00:20:32,731 --> 00:20:35,276 that's like saying I wish I was a different person. 258 00:20:36,652 --> 00:20:39,320 Unconsciously speaking about it out loud won't help me 259 00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:41,407 and it certainly won't change who I am. 260 00:20:42,283 --> 00:20:47,830 All I can do is try, try, and recognize and accept who I am. 261 00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:52,126 If I can do that, maybe things won't be so bad, 262 00:20:52,460 --> 00:20:54,587 maybe things would be easier. 263 00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:57,673 I've tried to be other people. 264 00:21:00,551 --> 00:21:02,219 What a silly thing to do. 265 00:21:03,471 --> 00:21:05,598 I can never be anyone but who I am. 266 00:21:07,516 --> 00:21:08,976 It was never a choice. 267 00:21:21,906 --> 00:21:26,617 People may ask, how does someone do this to another person? 268 00:21:26,618 --> 00:21:29,330 How does one end up this way? 269 00:21:34,001 --> 00:21:38,171 Quite simply, the same as you end up any other way, 270 00:21:38,172 --> 00:21:43,302 remove some things and leave them to their thoughts. 271 00:21:50,017 --> 00:21:51,352 I'm not looking. 272 00:21:51,810 --> 00:21:54,687 Sometimes I forget to be nice, 273 00:21:54,688 --> 00:21:58,107 I want to be nice, I just forget. 274 00:21:58,108 --> 00:22:00,193 I want to care about people. 275 00:22:00,194 --> 00:22:03,654 I'm not sure if it's the way I was raised or biology or 276 00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:05,865 an unknown force. 277 00:22:05,866 --> 00:22:08,659 I'm not generally who I want to be, 278 00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:13,582 but I'm trying, I'm trying and I'll keep trying. 279 00:22:14,291 --> 00:22:20,630 It's who I am, I am someone who tries but 280 00:22:20,631 --> 00:22:22,383 does not always succeed. 281 00:22:23,050 --> 00:22:26,844 Sometimes I forget people are people. 282 00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:30,181 Sometimes I forget I'm a person. 283 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:37,064 If I could, I wouldn't forget but then I wouldn't be me. 284 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:16,103 You feel so good. 285 00:23:32,036 --> 00:23:34,705 You are the most beautiful girl in the world. 286 00:23:43,088 --> 00:23:47,550 Her reason to be here, I think she might care for me, 287 00:23:47,551 --> 00:23:49,927 I know she can. 288 00:23:49,928 --> 00:23:52,765 I believe with time she will. 289 00:23:53,599 --> 00:23:57,560 Some people just decide they prefer being around some 290 00:23:57,561 --> 00:24:01,272 people and they no longer want to be alone. 291 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:03,441 If they both feel it 292 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:06,986 and they both desire a long-term partner, 293 00:24:06,987 --> 00:24:10,531 they find their soul mate within each other, 294 00:24:10,532 --> 00:24:13,243 at least for a little while. 295 00:24:14,078 --> 00:24:17,914 And I think I found my soul mate in you, 296 00:24:17,915 --> 00:24:20,709 I've decided I have. 297 00:24:23,212 --> 00:24:28,841 My value is so low I can't find even someone 298 00:24:28,842 --> 00:24:33,639 I'm interested in to participate in the primal act of mating. 299 00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,225 I can't control how I look, 300 00:24:38,226 --> 00:24:40,854 I can't control who I am. 301 00:24:43,774 --> 00:24:46,525 I try to be what I'm meant to be, 302 00:24:46,526 --> 00:24:51,322 but I only know what I know and I can only act in 303 00:24:51,323 --> 00:24:53,909 accordance of my nature. 304 00:24:55,994 --> 00:24:57,745 Is it nature? 305 00:24:57,746 --> 00:25:02,041 Am I the way I am because of my upbringing? 306 00:25:02,042 --> 00:25:06,629 Are my parents to blame for the personality I possess? 307 00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:12,426 To that logic how can it be their fault they were raised 308 00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:17,181 by their parents who taught them how to be the way they 309 00:25:17,182 --> 00:25:20,976 were taught how to be is how they taught me to be 310 00:25:20,977 --> 00:25:22,521 in their own way. 311 00:25:25,649 --> 00:25:28,859 I don't think I'm anything at all like my parents, 312 00:25:28,860 --> 00:25:35,325 but without their influence, I cannot be the man I am today. 313 00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:39,413 Am I a man? 314 00:25:40,122 --> 00:25:44,667 Genetically, I'm a man, but the current state of things 315 00:25:44,668 --> 00:25:48,838 allows me to adjust that perspective according to the 316 00:25:48,839 --> 00:25:52,425 culture of my generation, biology can no longer 317 00:25:52,426 --> 00:25:54,468 determine my gender. 318 00:25:54,469 --> 00:25:57,847 How can I be born something and be taught that I have 319 00:25:57,848 --> 00:26:00,768 the choice to decide that for myself? 320 00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:07,898 If that's the case, nothing I see is as I see it, 321 00:26:07,899 --> 00:26:11,902 everything in the natural world can be questioned, 322 00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:16,824 nothing is what it's defined and I suppose this concept 323 00:26:16,825 --> 00:26:18,660 does have validity. 324 00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:26,083 I suppose nothing known is fact unless it's decided by 325 00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253 the individual contemplating. 326 00:26:28,921 --> 00:26:33,549 Then I think, how can anything I do be wrong? 327 00:26:33,550 --> 00:26:36,053 Nothing is wrong. 328 00:26:36,637 --> 00:26:40,349 Anything I do is just what humans do. 329 00:26:41,183 --> 00:26:43,477 How can it be wrong? 330 00:26:44,186 --> 00:26:49,066 How can I do anything that isn't a thing humans do? 331 00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:13,541 No, please don't. No. 332 00:30:05,387 --> 00:30:06,847 Come with me. 333 00:30:14,229 --> 00:30:16,857 My father was never there you know, 334 00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:23,445 the little time he was, our interactions were cut short 335 00:30:23,446 --> 00:30:25,739 because of things that were more important, 336 00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:30,996 at least to him, at least as he thought. 337 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:36,959 His way of loving me was working as much as he could 338 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,546 to give me what he didn't have. 339 00:30:40,047 --> 00:30:43,924 But what he never realized was his presence was the 340 00:30:43,925 --> 00:30:45,886 only thing that mattered. 341 00:30:46,595 --> 00:30:51,016 He understood that as much as I understood that, 342 00:30:52,392 --> 00:30:55,896 not at all and with contempt. 343 00:30:57,481 --> 00:30:59,900 But my mother and I were lonely, 344 00:31:00,859 --> 00:31:06,782 not together, not separate, individually. 345 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:10,951 She has always been on top of me without ever being 346 00:31:10,952 --> 00:31:16,083 there, not without liquor to ease her pain 347 00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:21,546 or ease the concept of her life. 348 00:31:22,714 --> 00:31:28,302 Not the life she wanted, not the life she imagined as a girl. 349 00:31:28,303 --> 00:31:31,472 A son she doesn't understand, 350 00:31:31,473 --> 00:31:35,809 and a husband who wants nothing more than to run 351 00:31:35,810 --> 00:31:40,857 from being what he is, from truly being there. 352 00:31:42,567 --> 00:31:45,403 So I've spent a lot of time alone. 353 00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:52,367 Most people don't know how to talk to me because I'm 354 00:31:52,368 --> 00:31:57,249 off putting and I don't want to be. 355 00:31:59,751 --> 00:32:04,463 All I've ever wanted was to fit in and to experience the 356 00:32:04,464 --> 00:32:07,134 same things normal people do. 357 00:32:08,051 --> 00:32:13,056 So regardless, I don't know how to interact with people. 358 00:32:14,141 --> 00:32:17,643 I've only recently started to accept myself 359 00:32:17,644 --> 00:32:20,689 and I'm really grateful for that, 360 00:32:23,567 --> 00:32:31,158 even if this is who I am, who I meant to be. 361 00:32:58,518 --> 00:33:00,729 I'm not ready to die. 362 00:33:11,281 --> 00:33:19,281 Before my father left, he told me your mother robbed 363 00:33:19,623 --> 00:33:21,291 me of my dreams. 364 00:33:22,542 --> 00:33:24,918 She stole the life out of me. 365 00:33:24,919 --> 00:33:29,840 It had been so long that he didn't even know 366 00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:31,259 what his dreams were. 367 00:33:35,347 --> 00:33:40,976 He left when I was 13 and I never heard 368 00:33:40,977 --> 00:33:42,771 from him after that day. 369 00:33:46,191 --> 00:33:54,191 My mom was so affected, so so hurt, 370 00:33:58,370 --> 00:34:02,456 I thought that she needed me to be the husband for her, 371 00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:04,125 that he never was. 372 00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:12,216 She needed someone to take care of her and I was that 373 00:34:12,217 --> 00:34:13,635 person for her. 374 00:34:17,138 --> 00:34:20,016 I haven't lived my life yet. 375 00:34:27,274 --> 00:34:32,194 I believe that well-adjusted people evolve with 376 00:34:32,195 --> 00:34:33,738 well-adjusted people. 377 00:34:35,782 --> 00:34:39,952 My unhappiness can be attributed to my ancestors 378 00:34:39,953 --> 00:34:42,998 or who they chose to interact with. 379 00:34:44,708 --> 00:34:48,001 I've never known considerate, 380 00:34:48,002 --> 00:34:55,093 emotionally mature people because my family isn't 381 00:34:56,052 --> 00:34:58,262 and the people they instinctually gravitate 382 00:34:58,263 --> 00:35:00,472 towards they aren't. 383 00:35:00,473 --> 00:35:03,476 But I don't think it's impossible to break the cycle, 384 00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:08,023 to step out of your lineage, 385 00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:12,652 not more often than not 386 00:35:14,654 --> 00:35:17,365 When you do, I think it's easier. 387 00:35:18,199 --> 00:35:21,159 I think it's easier, and more likely you step deeper 388 00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:26,625 into the mess and not out of it. 389 00:35:32,505 --> 00:35:36,051 I know you wouldn't even look at me in the real world 390 00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:40,722 in any other circumstance. 391 00:35:41,765 --> 00:35:44,642 I don't want you to view me as a bad man, 392 00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:50,564 how I may be in the modern world. 393 00:35:50,565 --> 00:35:53,693 I don't want you to view me that way. 394 00:35:55,111 --> 00:35:57,364 I only know what I know. 395 00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:13,587 Sometimes good people do wrong, 396 00:36:13,588 --> 00:36:16,549 make the wrong choices. 397 00:36:30,438 --> 00:36:35,902 Certain things happen and nothing matters. 398 00:36:36,319 --> 00:36:39,280 Emotions are not valuable, 399 00:36:40,031 --> 00:36:42,574 they do nothing good. 400 00:38:19,964 --> 00:38:23,633 If we stray into fear or panic or hysteria, 401 00:38:23,634 --> 00:38:25,552 that's ultimately self-defeating and leads to 402 00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:26,887 bad decision making 403 00:38:26,888 --> 00:38:28,597 and there's no reason for fear. 404 00:38:28,598 --> 00:38:31,308 The seriousness of this virus hammered home tonight 405 00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:33,268 in a way few could have imagined. 406 00:38:33,269 --> 00:38:35,230 The national basketball associate. 407 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:44,739 Okay. 408 00:38:47,116 --> 00:38:48,493 Are you ready? 409 00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:55,416 For this to work I need you to be quiet, okay? 410 00:38:59,796 --> 00:39:01,839 I need you to promise. 411 00:39:03,216 --> 00:39:09,179 Promise you're not going to scream or shout or make a 412 00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:11,057 bunch of noise, okay? 413 00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:16,855 I'll be obligated to correct your behavior. 414 00:39:19,440 --> 00:39:21,734 I don't want to have to do that. 415 00:39:24,571 --> 00:39:28,532 I want you to learn to want to do things needed 416 00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:31,369 to make this work, okay. Okay. 417 00:39:53,057 --> 00:39:54,976 Here we are. 418 00:39:57,687 --> 00:39:59,606 Are you ready? 419 00:40:04,193 --> 00:40:07,405 She's starting to understand. 420 00:40:07,655 --> 00:40:13,535 She can see how special it is to have someone 421 00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:17,872 like a partner, a soul mate, 422 00:40:17,873 --> 00:40:21,002 she's starting to understand me. 423 00:40:22,003 --> 00:40:25,589 Finally, someone's taking the time. 424 00:40:25,590 --> 00:40:29,886 I knew she was special since the first time I saw her. 425 00:40:30,637 --> 00:40:32,387 She loves me. 426 00:40:32,388 --> 00:40:34,724 She's going to love me. 427 00:40:47,862 --> 00:40:53,825 What had no length and intention may be the change 428 00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:56,287 that warms the world. 429 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:02,669 Welcome home. 430 00:41:12,553 --> 00:41:14,889 This was not meant to go on. 431 00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:21,938 I wasn't expecting to develop feelings this deep 432 00:41:23,481 --> 00:41:27,944 and you now, done. 433 00:41:30,321 --> 00:41:34,032 I should have known fulfilling a desire would be near 434 00:41:34,033 --> 00:41:36,577 impossible to re-release. 435 00:41:38,371 --> 00:41:42,625 Everything is so new and it's all so exciting. 436 00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:48,964 The thought of going back to life without her 437 00:41:48,965 --> 00:41:50,842 makes me sick. 438 00:41:51,718 --> 00:41:53,886 Finally, something good in my life, 439 00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:57,932 a reason to breathe. 440 00:42:01,018 --> 00:42:02,562 Where are you going? 441 00:42:05,565 --> 00:42:06,899 I have to use the bathroom. 442 00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:12,697 You don't have those privileges yet. 443 00:42:43,603 --> 00:42:47,899 When there's so much happening around the world, 444 00:42:49,609 --> 00:42:55,031 so much fear, my choices seem insignificant. 445 00:42:56,783 --> 00:42:59,243 The way the current state is discussed, 446 00:43:01,162 --> 00:43:04,373 you would expect people dropping dead in the street. 447 00:43:05,917 --> 00:43:08,461 Experiencing a global pandemic 448 00:43:09,003 --> 00:43:12,548 isn't as exciting as you might expect it to be. 449 00:44:17,530 --> 00:44:20,949 Nobody knows where the end of this is or when the spikes are 450 00:44:20,950 --> 00:44:23,868 going to happen but progress is going to be if we can 451 00:44:23,869 --> 00:44:26,455 somehow bend this thing downward. 452 00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:30,166 We can start to stop that spike that's going so we don't 453 00:44:30,167 --> 00:44:32,418 overload the healthcare system 454 00:44:32,419 --> 00:44:35,421 and you know, and look, it's very discerning 455 00:44:35,422 --> 00:44:38,341 and I understand people out there are concerned about 456 00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:41,302 when is it going to. Look a full pandemic. 457 00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:44,097 Supplies that governors are asking for are the same 458 00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:47,100 supplies that leaders of many countries around the world 459 00:44:47,101 --> 00:44:48,142 are asking for. 460 00:44:48,143 --> 00:44:50,728 So again, please play your role, 461 00:44:50,729 --> 00:44:53,858 don't go outside and don't let me... 462 00:46:31,247 --> 00:46:32,707 Let's start over. 463 00:46:36,585 --> 00:46:37,837 What's your name? 464 00:46:41,465 --> 00:46:42,633 Madison. 465 00:46:45,553 --> 00:46:47,096 Madison what? 466 00:46:48,889 --> 00:46:50,474 Richards. 467 00:46:54,603 --> 00:46:57,648 Madison Richards. 468 00:46:59,775 --> 00:47:01,402 Daniel. 469 00:47:03,070 --> 00:47:04,780 Just Daniel. 470 00:47:05,614 --> 00:47:07,825 So what do you do for fun? 471 00:47:15,333 --> 00:47:17,460 I don't I don't know. 472 00:47:20,546 --> 00:47:21,839 Nothing. 473 00:47:22,131 --> 00:47:30,131 I take care of my mom and I take care of my brother. 474 00:47:48,908 --> 00:47:50,368 What are you doing? 475 00:47:53,829 --> 00:47:55,206 What do you mean? 476 00:48:02,671 --> 00:48:05,216 What are you always filming for? 477 00:48:09,470 --> 00:48:10,846 I'm an artist. 478 00:48:27,029 --> 00:48:28,489 Why me? 479 00:48:35,913 --> 00:48:38,124 Be cautious of what you ask. 480 00:48:38,916 --> 00:48:40,918 Not everything is worth learning. 481 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:48,092 Once you know something, you can't ever unknow it. 482 00:48:51,345 --> 00:48:55,683 Not everything's good for you to know. 483 00:49:12,950 --> 00:49:14,994 Do you think the world is ending? 484 00:49:16,495 --> 00:49:24,001 Well, if it's going to happen, you know, 485 00:49:24,002 --> 00:49:28,507 if it does, then I want to be here for it. 486 00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:35,181 I want to see it, front row. 487 00:49:36,974 --> 00:49:39,602 But let's reframe your question. 488 00:49:39,852 --> 00:49:44,982 So how would I like to die? 489 00:49:47,026 --> 00:49:48,359 I tell you, when the world ends, 490 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,404 if I'm not going to make it, 491 00:49:55,576 --> 00:49:57,995 I don't want anyone else to survive. 492 00:49:59,205 --> 00:50:00,873 No, one. 493 00:50:03,500 --> 00:50:05,628 What about your family? 494 00:50:06,003 --> 00:50:09,006 Well, if they make it and I don't, 495 00:50:10,007 --> 00:50:12,468 you know they will have, 496 00:50:14,220 --> 00:50:20,142 they will have this and they'll know. 497 00:50:22,895 --> 00:50:28,776 They'll know what they did to me and they will understand 498 00:50:28,984 --> 00:50:33,321 and they will see what they had 499 00:50:33,322 --> 00:50:36,075 and they just let go to waste. 500 00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,788 They will understand, 501 00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:47,670 I am deserving of all they never wanted me to be. 502 00:50:49,797 --> 00:50:51,757 That's family. 503 00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:56,637 Yeah, they'll know. 504 00:50:58,055 --> 00:50:59,682 You'll see. 505 00:51:10,818 --> 00:51:12,319 What are you doing? 506 00:51:13,487 --> 00:51:14,863 What are you doing? 507 00:51:15,781 --> 00:51:16,864 You don't do that. 508 00:51:16,865 --> 00:51:20,243 Don't ever do that, okay? 509 00:51:20,244 --> 00:51:21,495 Mmm. 510 00:51:40,806 --> 00:51:42,308 Hello. 511 00:51:42,558 --> 00:51:43,350 Help! 512 00:51:43,601 --> 00:51:44,810 Help! 513 00:51:45,519 --> 00:51:49,440 Somebody, please please help. 514 00:51:54,486 --> 00:51:55,236 You don't do that. 515 00:51:55,237 --> 00:51:56,153 You don't do that, 516 00:51:56,154 --> 00:51:57,489 don't do that. 517 00:51:57,823 --> 00:51:58,948 Don't fucking do that. 518 00:51:58,949 --> 00:52:01,994 Don't you scream, You fucking scream. 519 00:52:02,536 --> 00:52:03,537 Don't scream. 520 00:52:43,243 --> 00:52:44,995 I'm sorry. 521 00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:48,624 I'm sorry, I didn't want to do that. 522 00:52:50,959 --> 00:52:52,753 I was out of line. 523 00:52:56,256 --> 00:52:58,509 I'm sorry, I'll never do that again. 524 00:53:00,969 --> 00:53:02,429 Okay? 525 00:53:07,601 --> 00:53:09,603 I'm so sorry. 526 00:53:12,189 --> 00:53:17,820 Was so out of character for me and I for that, I apologize. 527 00:53:20,030 --> 00:53:22,032 So please it won't happen again. 528 00:53:22,199 --> 00:53:24,660 Okay, you're safe. 529 00:53:26,620 --> 00:53:28,163 It's okay. 530 00:54:19,047 --> 00:54:19,840 Help! 531 00:54:20,340 --> 00:54:22,384 Help! 532 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,262 Somebody help me! 533 00:54:25,721 --> 00:54:28,140 Help, can't anybody hear me? 534 00:54:28,724 --> 00:54:29,933 Help! 535 00:54:30,517 --> 00:54:32,394 Help! 536 00:54:38,817 --> 00:54:41,069 I believe love has many definitions. 537 00:55:00,631 --> 00:55:05,969 Love is found, it can't be forced. 538 00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:27,991 I got something for you. 539 00:55:43,215 --> 00:55:44,675 What do you think? 540 00:55:54,893 --> 00:55:56,228 Thank you. 541 00:55:59,565 --> 00:56:01,108 Let's put it on. 542 00:56:10,450 --> 00:56:13,328 Scream all you want, no one can hear you. 543 00:56:26,800 --> 00:56:28,594 Okay, you can come out. 544 00:56:43,400 --> 00:56:44,651 Wow. 545 00:56:46,403 --> 00:56:54,403 Here, so okay, that's your mark. 546 00:57:02,419 --> 00:57:04,046 Yeah, okay. 547 00:57:05,964 --> 00:57:07,924 All right, you can go back. 548 00:57:09,259 --> 00:57:10,928 Action. 549 00:57:24,441 --> 00:57:26,275 You look so beautiful. 550 00:57:26,276 --> 00:57:27,527 Turn around. 551 00:57:38,288 --> 00:57:39,957 Dance a little. 552 00:57:41,625 --> 00:57:43,251 Just dance a little. 553 00:57:48,256 --> 00:57:49,131 Come on. 554 00:58:34,761 --> 00:58:36,054 Hey, Daniel. 555 00:58:48,275 --> 00:58:49,609 Yes. 556 00:58:51,236 --> 00:58:53,029 Can I help? 557 00:59:10,130 --> 00:59:11,882 Do you like to cook? 558 00:59:13,091 --> 00:59:14,509 I didn't. 559 00:59:14,801 --> 00:59:19,471 I never did until this thing started, 560 00:59:19,472 --> 00:59:21,598 I started thinking about 561 00:59:21,599 --> 00:59:24,144 how much cooks in restaurants were paid. 562 00:59:25,604 --> 00:59:28,315 Then I thought about if I were a cook, 563 00:59:28,732 --> 00:59:31,693 would I care what I was feeding strangers I never met? 564 00:59:32,110 --> 00:59:34,321 Then I started just cooking myself. 565 00:59:35,739 --> 00:59:39,868 I don't mind it now, I prefer it. 566 00:59:40,744 --> 00:59:42,245 Do you cook? 567 00:59:43,663 --> 00:59:46,875 I do, I did most of the cooking growing up. 568 00:59:50,420 --> 00:59:52,422 My mother is a terrible cook. 569 00:59:52,714 --> 00:59:55,175 She's the reason I ate out for so long. 570 00:59:56,301 --> 01:00:01,764 My mom was always working and so I would cook for her and 571 01:00:01,765 --> 01:00:03,558 for my brother. 572 01:00:03,767 --> 01:00:06,770 We'd eat together and then my mom would eat when she got home. 573 01:00:15,654 --> 01:00:17,697 What are you filming everything for? 574 01:00:21,785 --> 01:00:24,037 Certain things shouldn't be forgotten. 575 01:00:26,456 --> 01:00:28,332 Humans are constantly sharing and posting, 576 01:00:28,333 --> 01:00:30,252 but never what it's really like. 577 01:00:31,044 --> 01:00:33,462 They don't share the real experience, 578 01:00:33,463 --> 01:00:36,924 the human experience, the pain, 579 01:00:36,925 --> 01:00:38,468 the separation. 580 01:00:39,845 --> 01:00:43,931 There are things that society refuses to acknowledge publicly, 581 01:00:43,932 --> 01:00:46,101 like human suffering. 582 01:00:47,394 --> 01:00:51,855 They refuse to see it, they refuse to see it 583 01:00:51,856 --> 01:00:55,402 so I have an obligation to show them. 584 01:01:04,828 --> 01:01:06,371 I see it. 585 01:01:10,292 --> 01:01:12,043 This is my life, 586 01:01:12,377 --> 01:01:14,212 this is my part. 587 01:01:27,392 --> 01:01:29,185 I'd like to see. 588 01:01:40,113 --> 01:01:42,407 I went to film school for a little while. 589 01:01:43,783 --> 01:01:49,497 I worked on real sets, commercial sets as a PA. 590 01:01:51,708 --> 01:01:53,043 What's that? 591 01:01:57,881 --> 01:01:59,466 It doesn't matter. 592 01:02:00,967 --> 01:02:03,345 No one's ever wanted to see my work. 593 01:02:07,432 --> 01:02:09,517 No one believes in me. 594 01:02:14,314 --> 01:02:16,274 It looks professional to me. 595 01:02:25,784 --> 01:02:28,703 Have you ever heard of trauma bonding? 596 01:02:30,956 --> 01:02:32,207 No. 597 01:02:36,419 --> 01:02:39,005 That's what they're going to say about this. 598 01:02:41,925 --> 01:02:43,510 What's this? 599 01:02:45,178 --> 01:02:46,721 What's this? 600 01:02:50,433 --> 01:02:56,773 This moment, this experience. 601 01:02:59,150 --> 01:03:01,069 Is it? 602 01:03:03,947 --> 01:03:08,034 Mmm, it might be. 603 01:03:34,853 --> 01:03:40,315 The price of experiencing pleasure is at some point 604 01:03:40,316 --> 01:03:42,777 you will feel pain. 605 01:03:43,111 --> 01:03:46,865 Every emotion caused the opposite of that emotion, 606 01:03:47,615 --> 01:03:51,369 the human body operates on balance. 607 01:03:51,786 --> 01:03:54,956 I know things that people are too busy to see, 608 01:03:55,540 --> 01:03:59,002 I can see what it's truly like to be a thinking, 609 01:03:59,335 --> 01:04:01,796 breathing human being. 610 01:04:20,899 --> 01:04:22,150 Thank you. 611 01:04:27,113 --> 01:04:35,113 You're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. 612 01:04:44,881 --> 01:04:48,468 I can take care of you if you let me. 613 01:05:06,402 --> 01:05:07,904 Sorry. 614 01:05:17,747 --> 01:05:19,082 Discard 615 01:05:25,255 --> 01:05:28,258 - Mmm. - Discard something that once you're done, 616 01:05:28,800 --> 01:05:30,301 then it's my turn. 617 01:05:31,719 --> 01:05:33,303 Okay, I don't want to king either. 618 01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:34,931 Your turn again. 619 01:05:40,770 --> 01:05:42,856 I never played cards before. 620 01:05:43,189 --> 01:05:44,481 Really. 621 01:05:44,482 --> 01:05:45,483 Never. 622 01:05:48,236 --> 01:05:49,863 He pick a card? 623 01:05:50,238 --> 01:05:51,656 Did you do board games? 624 01:05:52,824 --> 01:05:53,700 Yeah. 625 01:05:54,450 --> 01:05:55,952 What was your favorite? 626 01:05:56,161 --> 01:05:58,580 I played chess with my dad. 627 01:05:58,830 --> 01:05:59,913 Mm-hmm. 628 01:05:59,914 --> 01:06:02,208 I was very young. 629 01:06:05,962 --> 01:06:08,173 Do you want to pick one? 630 01:06:09,174 --> 01:06:11,176 I wanted the card. 631 01:06:13,386 --> 01:06:14,636 Now you have way too little cards. 632 01:06:14,637 --> 01:06:17,098 What the hell's going on? 633 01:06:21,144 --> 01:06:24,355 Can I ask you something? 634 01:06:25,732 --> 01:06:27,734 You can do whatever you want. 635 01:06:39,996 --> 01:06:42,040 Can I kiss you? 636 01:06:47,754 --> 01:06:50,006 I've never kissed someone before. 637 01:06:52,508 --> 01:06:54,594 Or someone who wanted to. 638 01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:07,357 You don't have to if you don't want to. 639 01:09:11,856 --> 01:09:13,524 I love you. 640 01:09:31,834 --> 01:09:33,753 I love you too. 641 01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:06,119 Could I ask you something? 642 01:10:09,747 --> 01:10:12,333 You can ask me anything. 643 01:10:19,632 --> 01:10:21,008 What is it? 644 01:10:26,681 --> 01:10:28,641 Can you get me some make up? 645 01:10:36,399 --> 01:10:38,025 What for? 646 01:10:44,240 --> 01:10:52,240 Uhm I don't feel pretty, 647 01:10:55,501 --> 01:10:57,879 I would feel better with it on. 648 01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:11,601 You don't need anything. 649 01:11:23,279 --> 01:11:24,906 You're so pretty. 650 01:11:32,288 --> 01:11:33,915 You're perfect. 651 01:11:49,305 --> 01:11:54,101 Okay, I can do that for you. 652 01:12:07,740 --> 01:12:09,617 I'll be right back. 653 01:12:11,327 --> 01:12:13,037 I'll be right here. 654 01:12:16,332 --> 01:12:18,918 You should have enough room to move around. 655 01:12:19,752 --> 01:12:21,379 Thanks, baby. 656 01:13:03,796 --> 01:13:09,802 I felt I had met the one person I've waited for my entire life. 657 01:13:10,887 --> 01:13:12,388 I felt it. 658 01:13:45,630 --> 01:13:48,257 I knew she was who I needed, 659 01:13:49,717 --> 01:13:53,804 the one I care for more than I have ever cared for anyone. 660 01:14:13,866 --> 01:14:15,826 But I was wrong. 661 01:14:16,952 --> 01:14:22,750 My mind and my body deceived me again. 662 01:14:26,837 --> 01:14:29,715 I can't even trust myself. 663 01:15:00,705 --> 01:15:02,415 I wanna go. 664 01:15:02,915 --> 01:15:04,709 I wanna go home. 665 01:15:51,213 --> 01:15:54,133 Everything good becomes bad. 666 01:16:07,396 --> 01:16:09,106 I'm glad you're here. 667 01:16:19,408 --> 01:16:21,744 You're the most important person in my life, 668 01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:24,538 you know that. 669 01:16:28,876 --> 01:16:32,671 What has happened was meant to happen. 670 01:16:34,298 --> 01:16:40,930 You were meant to be here together doing this. 671 01:16:53,692 --> 01:16:55,444 You know that, right? 672 01:17:03,869 --> 01:17:06,997 You know that, right? 673 01:17:17,091 --> 01:17:18,551 Yes. 674 01:17:31,480 --> 01:17:32,606 Daniel. 675 01:17:32,940 --> 01:17:33,899 Shh. 676 01:17:35,693 --> 01:17:37,777 Daniel, I know you're in there. 677 01:17:37,778 --> 01:17:39,237 I'll be right there mom. 678 01:18:09,894 --> 01:18:11,896 I'm just being myself. 679 01:18:13,939 --> 01:18:16,440 That's what I've been told my whole life. 680 01:18:16,441 --> 01:18:19,612 If you want people to like you, just be yourself. 681 01:18:20,821 --> 01:18:25,743 So here I am.